well I gave in to the ridiculous desire to smoke ... I am not sure why because I liked being a reformed smoker ... but with everyone at work smoking again and David home and smoking I gave in ... and to be honest it isn't that great at all ... I am not smoking as much but I am still doing it ... so I will indulge this weekend and begin again Monday ... and this time I hope I can follow through ... I made it over 3 weeks too ... that is enough time to break the habit ... and I didn't even make it to the $200 mark ... oh well ... at least I know it is semi-possible ...