Monday, April 30, 2001

Loaded With Errors

Ok I have spent as much time as I care to tonight fixing up my blog ... and it is looking groovy but man there is an error message in the bottom of the browser saying the page is done but with errors ... but i can't figure out what the errors are ... and my archives aren't working ... and i don't see why on that either ... so i think i need some sleep and a fresh mind to go at this again ...

I saw my friend from high school Lisa online today ... sent her my number and we got to chat on the phone for a bit ... which was so groovy ...

but for now i am quite tired ... and my head is aching for my pillow ...
xxox

Sunday, April 29, 2001

Returning Friends

very mellow day ... which i guess is pretty good ... went to Target ... of course ... cause you can always find stuff you need at Target ... I worked on the computer all day ... and now at 12:21 AM i am almost finished with all the laundry ... thank goodness ... but i am going to be a procrastinator and not put it away till tomorrow ...

I wish I Love Lucy didn't come on so late ... it used to come on at like 11 or something ... which was perfect cause it would get me in bed at a reasonable time but now it doesn't come on till 1 in the morning ... and that is really too late to stay up ... but i do it anyway ... gotta get my Lucy fix ...

I am dreading going to work tomorrow ... it is like when I worked at Millar all over again ... coming home crying at the end of the day ... having trouble going to sleep because I don't want it to be morning and have to go to work ... and the sad thing is i really really do love my job ... but lately i hate everything about it ... and i am growing ever more bitter ... it is not good to be bitter at 31 ...

I wish David and I could start our own business ... we both work so amazingly hard it would be worth running our own company ... i would for sure work for even less money than i am making now if it was my own company and i was working for myself ... but unfortunately that isn't something that is going to happen right now ...

I am having the most sureal experience right now ... one of my best friends and I parted ways when we were 19 years old and haven't spoken since ... through the grape vine i have been updated on what has been going on ... she was in a terrible accident several years ago ... leaving some brain damage ... i received an email the other day from Miranda, Lisa and Shal ... I couldn't believe it ... i was so happy ...

at first all the hurt feelings flew into my mind ... i was completely devistated when we went our separate ways ... i was going to say it took me years to get over ... but i would say there was still a part of me that was still hurting up until a couple of days ago ... when i thought ... my goodness it has been over 12 years ... we are totally different people today than when we were 19 ... why not be super happy to have an old friend back in my life ...

so now we are chatting in an IM while i am typing ... and designing this page ...

Working On Sunday

Well i have been awake since 10 this morning ... and all i have done is work ... and not fun work of my own ... work work ... its Sunday ... and i am working ... why?? because it is expected of me ... i am starting to think the harder you work the more you are taken advantage of ... and the people who are slackers are really the smart ones in the end ...

Saturday, April 28, 2001

First Post On My New Blog

Ahhh a new blog ... I'm so excited ... today was the perfect day to start ...
This morning David and I were up pretty early and we went to Home Depot ... we got some herbs and new pots for them ... we got some screen so I could fashion something at the front door so we could get some air down in this dungeon ... [living in the basement can be so fun] ... and we got a bulb for the bubble lamp ... we also stopped at a killer garage sale and I got a bitchen kitchen cabinet that needs some work but is from the 50's and is PERFECT for the new microwave ...

so anyway ... we got home ... changed the bubble lamp bulb and sat down to watch some TV ... both of us heard something in the kitchen but neither of us thought about it ... Kramer even came into the room and did that horrible dry heave thing ... and we still thought nothing about it ... I mean come on ... cats and hairballs go hand in hand ... and he was laying on the bed ... looking a little green in the face and didn't even get hyper when we were playing with him ... when David got up and went into the kitchen to get something to drink ... we learned what was going on with Kramer ...

the poor cat had eaten the entire Lemon Grass plant ... there was dirt all over the floor and a huge clump of slobbery Lemon Grass in the middle of the kitchen ... we could not stop laughing ... and every time we looked at Kramer ... all sick to his stomach ... we kept giggling ...

I worked for a while ... took a nap with David ... fooled around ... showered ... went to Applebee's for dinner ... and then have been working on my parents website the rest of the night ...

and tomorrow morning I am for sure sleeping in ... it is so great that David doesn't work on the weekends anymore ... i love that we can sleep in ... hang out ... get stuff done or do nothing at all ... its having a real life again ...

xxox