i feel like i need something to shake up my life

for something to happen

anything ... anything at all


i am sure i have had this feeling before

but i don't remember having it

or what ever happened to it


there is a gap or a space or something in my way

it is nothing i can see or pinpoint


and at the same time it feels as if big change is on the horizon


maybe i am in the calm before the storm


like when everything gets quite right before a tornado rips down your street


but i am not looking for a tornado ...