it has been a beautiful day today ... just amazing ... we have every door and window open in the place and it is great ...


problem is ... since the weather is nice again we have to deal with the upstairs neighbor... we stopped smoking on the patio like she asked ... we bought a smokeless ashtry which works like a charm ... once in a while if David is doing work out there or something he will have one ... but 98% of the time we smoke inside now ... with the door open ... but tonight I could hear her complaining and spraying the hell out of air freshener on her patio ... when we were and weren't smoking ... and it just makes me feel uncomfortable, guilty and terrible ... at the same time it is my house ... I don't know where to let my emotions fall ... how to feel ... or what to do ...


I hate being uncomfortable in my own home ... at the same time I hate to think I am making someone uncomfortable in their home ...


it makes David really mad and I hate to see him like that ... I also hate to think of what he will say if she comes down here again ... he won't be as nice as he was before ... he won't keep his mouth shut ... and he will piss them off ... :) but then that is just David ...


the whole situation just fucking sucks ...