ya know sometimes blogger is a pisser ... I have become very good at copying everything before I hit post & publish cause I have lost everything too many times ... but I typed something just a few minutes ago ... hit publish and the browser crashed and I lost it ... and it was the first time in ages I hadn't copied everything first ... isn't that always the way it is??


what I wrote was something like this ... David takes his A+ exam today and he just has to pass it ... not cause passing the test is all that important but because it is important to his self-esteem ... his self-worth ... and shit he has studied soooooooooo hard for ages now that he would be crushed if he didn't pass ... there wouldn't be anything I could say to him to make him feel better ... he would be angry and in a funk for days if not longer ... he needs this so badly ... I woke up at 6:30 this morning cause I was so worried about this test ... my insides are just turning now thinking about it ...


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