ok I was ready to get in bed at 10:45ish ... and didn't ... I started reading smackTHEweasel [i am not making another link cause there are 2 on the site already from tonight ... and i am too lazy to make another link] ... and now it is almost 1:30 in the morning and I haven't finished reading her blog ... but my back is KILLING me still sitting in this chair and David and I have to be at the condo tomorrow morning by 10AM for the appraisal ... I know that 10 AM doesn't sound that early ... but it is when you are talking about 2 unemployed people being up and out of the house ... I am also going to get my hair cut tomorrow and to turn in the applications I have for work ...


David thinks they are going to call me from Discovery tomorrow about the temp job ... but to be totally honest I hope they don't ... the woman was telling me how they have laid off a bunch of people lately ... and I need something that is going to lead to a full-time permanent job ... no matter what it pays ... my Cobra insurance runs out soon ... I mean I was laid off on Sept. 14th [damn Osama] so we are looking at roughly 11 months this week of no work ... I think I only get the Cobra for 18 months ... and most places make you wait 3 months to get insurance ... and since I am so filled with "grace" my parents don't want me to let any insurance lapse ... I'll wind up breaking my leg again ... or better yet my arm and not be able to type which would eliminate even more jobs for me ... :)


since I have been seeing all these baby pictures I told David I am ready to have a baby ... he said "right now?" [good answer] ... and I said ... no we need to get jobs ... move into our condo ... take a trip to Europe and then I am ready ... he said that sounded good ... I love how he takes it in stride ... like water off a ducks back ...


see I stay up later than I plan and I start rambling ... ok before I do permanent damage to my lower back [damn big boobs] I am going to smoke one last cig [oh I guess that should be on my list of things to do before a baby ... give up smoking] and head to bed ... :)