ya know what it is ... i just feel like bitching ...

maybe i want to feel appreciated ... lately i don't feel appreciated anywhere ... not at home ... not at work ... no where ... instead i get grief if everyone isn't getting everything the way they want it ... with no regard for what i want ... or for what i do for them ...


i am surrounded by high maintenence big ego people ... everyone thinking they are the only person on the planet and everything relates or has something to do with them ... all my customers are acting like that ... i fucking work like a dog ... the days i am gone from work and someone else has to take care of my email and customers they can't believe how much i do for them ... yet they still seem to yell when stuff i am doing out of the goodness of who i am isn't done fast enough ... does anyone have any idea how busy i am at work ... and how much i get done?


ya know what else ... this whole merging companies thing ... we have some stupid fucking people in our office ... and i don't see why good hard-working people are getting fired instead of teaching them how to do something different in the same company they are keeping the slacking idiots cause they are in a position that isn't being cut back as much ... shit even if you don't want to teach the great people something new ... still get rid of the ones that have no clue what is happening to them and hire new people ...