No Car

i am totally getting the short end of the stick ... but i wouldn't know how to say anything about it ... or what could really done ... i believe it is all a part of sacrifice ... and part of sharing my life with someone ...


but tonight i didn't like it ...


its fucking friday and i sat at Starbucks for 1 hour and 40 minutes waiting for a taxi so i could get home ... i didn't get home till 8 tonight ... 2 hours after i got off work ... and that just sucks ... sucks hard ... it is friday ... i want to get home at soon as i see the clock hit 6 PM and instead i just sat there waiting for a ride ...


since November I have been more than willing to take and pick up david whenever he needed ... but he was 15 minutes from the house ... now he is 40 minutes away and his schedule sucks when in comparison to mine ... so now i am out a car 5 days a week ... i mean do i have a right to be pissy about this? and if i want my car for the weekend i'll spend about 5 hours on the trips to the restaurant ... including going over there at 1 in the morning ... and i hate driving at night ... especially so far in an unfamiler area ... i can already tell i am going to wind up just giving him the car again and getting stuck here ...