well everyday i find out more and more bad news ... i think i liked working for the company before we became corporate and decisions weren't made here anymore ... why was i such an idiot and spent all that money on college ... i should have started my own business and been done with all this shit ...


i just found out my little section of the company isn't going to do virtual hosting anymore ... just dedicated servers ... virtuals are going to some office where they pay unskilled people minimum wage ... just a big factory type atmosphere ... i would say 85% of my customers are on virtual servers ... and another group of them stay with us cause i am their account manager ...


tears are welling up at an incredable rate ...