i think maybe the best idea for me is to smoke this cig and then get in bed and watch the rest of 'You've Got Mail' ... sounds like a great plan ... there is so much going on at the same time that there is nothing going on ... its weird ... and it is quite tiring ...


i wish we had a big beautiful bathtub ... i would love to fill it up with hot water and lots of bubbles ... light a bunch of candles ... put my jell mask on my face and close my eyes ... and just escape ... the tension built up in my neck and back is close to unbearable ...


ok time for sleep ... for sure ...