all my dreams were screwy last night ... and in each one of them it was things that pissed me off ...


for some reason I was going to Lawrence, Kansas to live for a while and I packed a suitcase that was just a little bigger than a lunchbox ... and I didn't have the common sense to realize that wouldn't be big enough ... and I rode a motorcycle out there and I pulled into some weird gas station on accident and to get into the place it was like a vertical drop you had to go down ... so the attendant wouldn't let you leave unless you filled up your car ... which pissed me off so I left the motorcycle there and got on a bus ... I was trying to get to my friend Heather's house ... it wasn't till I got there that I realized I didn't pack anything I needed ...


then I was back here at the house ... and some guys were working on stuff ... it was like when I first moved in and there were always people here fixing and finishing stuff ... for some reason they screwed up my phone and I had been waiting for a call from Kansas ... and my mom was all pissed off and wanted to yell at the guys ... I said wait and picked up my cell phone and called my own number and it turned out my brother had had my phone forwarded to his cell ... he started to explain why and I got all pissed and hung up and I was yelling that if I ever did that to his phone all hell would break loose ... but my mom and dad were fine with the fact that he did that and just said he would put it back when he was finished ...


then my phone actually rang ... and when I picked it up the fucking phone wouldn't work ... this part was for real ... but since I picked up the machine stopped recording ... but the person couldn't hear me ...


it was like major PMS in my sleep ... what the hell that should be the time I don't have to deal with the evil monster.