I laid down for about an hour and a half but i couldn't fall asleep ... so now i have been up for about an hour and a half ... it is almost 3 in the morning and i need to be up in 4 hours to take david to the train ... he has an interview in the city ... he really wanted me to come with him but i just don't want to ... so i am not going and i feel really bad about that ... but i don't want to make the trip or spend the money ... i feel really bad ...


i don't know why i can't sleep ... i am not really stressed out about anything ... and i usually sleep so well ... but the last couple of nights i haven't been able to at all ... and when i do sleep it is totally restless ... ya know where you are conscience of every time you turn over or adjust the covers ... it is like david and i have traded places ... he sleeps great now [which he hasn't for some time] and i am the one up on my computer till all hours of the night ... geezzz i think he has been asleep since 10 tonight ...


i should try again to get some sleep ... although i could come home tomorrow and take a nap after i drop him off at the train ... but my goal was to finish cleaning the house ... and work on my art project ... i also have some work to do on my brothers wedding site ... and i still have the daunting task of putting together my online photo album ... hummm such choices ... hahahaaaa ...


oh i came up with the greatest idea last night when i couldn't fall asleep ... i am getting 'Life' magazines for everyone in my family and my friends for christmas ... i am getting the Life magazine from the week they were born ... something david and i can afford that has thought behind it ... and is a kinda groovy thing to check out ... although i have run into one problem ... everyone but Jason's wife Jenny was born before 1973 ... Jenny unfortunately was born in '73 and that is when they stopped doing Life as a weekly magazine ... i am having trouble even finding information on magazines after 1972 ... so i don't want her to feel left out ... i did find a 'year in pictures' from 1973 but it just isn't the same ... i'll have to keep working on that ...


well i acutally just yawned ... so i guess after this cig i will head to bed for my second try at sleep ... :)