i can't take this sleep pattern anymore ... i hate being up half the night ... going to sleep in the early morning hours and sleeping till after noon ... it is a screwy day ... believe it or not i like to get up reasonably early in the morning ... not go to sleep reasonably late in the evening [morning] ... it is making me nuts ...


tonight david and i did get in bed around 2 AM which i thought was great for us ... but we wound up watching a facinating yet eerie show about the World Trade Center filmed in January of this year ... one of the structual engineers they interviewed spoke of how the building could withstand the crash of a jetliner ... but he has been missing since 9.11.01 ... during every interview on the show they had put the date in the top left corner of when the interview was filmed ... and the people in the show that have been missing since the disaster was also noted in the top left corner ... it was just weird ... 8 short months later the buildings they all spoke so highly of were gone ... none i am sure would have suspected ... the whole thing is just so devestating ...


i can't even forsee when the tragedy will not be a daily thought ...