tonight i am pretty bored ... i need something new to do ...

all day i look forward to getting home and seeing david ... its hard to imagine what i looked forward to before he was living here ... of course that may be why i stayed at the office till all hours of the night ...

but even when i do see david ... coming home and sitting at my computer for another 6 hours after sitting at it 9 hours at work ... well it is no wonder my body aches ... geezzz ... i think 15 hours a day in front of some bright box is more than enough ...


we have started playing cards a bit ... which is fun ... but even that is lacking spark ...


ya know what else ... i miss windows ... i see why people who live in the basement can become depressed ... it just sucks that it can be night here 24 hours a day ... its like living in alaska in the winter all year long ...