i want to be in a good mood so badly but little shit keeps happening making it impossible to be in a good mood ...


first i woke up much later than i had wanted ... so i had to rush to the post office and the grocery store before david had to leave for work


second when i got to the post office there was a package for me ... a woman who bought one of my make-up auctions claimed that a couple of the blushes i had sent her had been tried ... and she didn't like that ... so since she had bought 80 dollars worth of make-up from me i told her i would refund some of her money but i wanted her to send the blushes back ... i am going to have an auction of things that were tried once but not used ... so anyway i open the PO Box this morning and there is red dust all over ... she fucking put the blushes in a manilla envelope ... with no padding ... fucking nothing ... i spent like $5 on packaging paper to send her the make-up in the first place ... goodness i am seeing red all over again writing this ... it is so inconsiderate ... and i have already left her feedback so i can't put a negative comment about how she sent the stuff back to me ... i mean i was really nice ... the blushes weren't used i know she was returning them cause she didn't like them ... what a bitch ...


third ... i was getting ready to start working on auctions and watch my tape from last night of Alias ... only to put the tape in and learn it didn't even fucking tape last night ... i mean i waited 3 weeks for a new episode and it was a continuation from the last one aired ... and it didn't tape ... it is a show with a running story and now i have no idea what happened ... so subsequent episodes will make no sense ... i am so pissed ... i even wrote it on my calendar so i wouldn't miss it ... i am mad that it didn't tape but i am also mad that i didn't go upstairs to check and see if it was taping ... i just assumed it would work ... i even checked the set-up twice to make sure it was right ... i really was looking forward to watching that today ...


forth ... there is a HUGE wasp nest outside our door ... david knocked most of it down when we moved in ... but today is actually warm and they are hovering around al over the place working on their nest ... i am deathly alergic to anything that stings ... so having them outside ... SUCKS ...


ok i am going to watch The Princess Diary's on tv ... so maybe that will put me in a better mood ... :)