man i don't know what i would do without david ... he is so fucking awesome ... listening to my bitching and moaning about how horrible my job is ... even though he quit this company 6 months ago and would probably rather never hear anything about them again ...


well they haven't fired me yet today which is a bummer ... every morning i wake up with a horrible headache from grinding my teeth so much ... and i pray today is the day they let me go ... but it is like they know i don't want to be here anymore so it is more fun to keep me here and watch me suffer ...


they are measuring our outbound calls now cause we are supposed to start calling people ... i have zero for yesterday since i wasn't here and today i have zero as well since kris is out of the office i have no one to call ... i have already told them i am not becomming a telemarketer ... to let me go ... cause i would have never taken this job if i knew i was going to have to harrass people for business ... and the leads they give me are rediculous ...


ACK FUCK THIS WHOLE FUCKING PLACE


i have become numb ... i have no feeling but hatred in me right now ... and for such a peaceful person it is bad having so much hate ... i just wanna cry all day ... i see why people go postal ... it is a horrible thing to do ... but i am beginning to understand ...