well eric and erin bought a ring and are getting engaged ...

this means that all of my ex-boyfriends who told me they were never getting married really ment they would never marry me ... because he was the last to get married ...

i am really happy for him and erin cause after i was out of the relationship i realized he and i together were not the best combination ... i am too head strong to have someone telling me what to do ...

but it is depressing to me that i am just not someone that anyone would marry ... david doesn't quite get what i am upset about ... but it seems to really be bothering me ...