i really wish david could find a job he loves ... where they are good to him ... and he actually looks forward to going to work ... he just hates where he is right now and i feel so bad ... cause i know he doesn't want to be out of a job again ... and yet he just looks so sad all the time ... and there is nothing i can do for him ...


on a funny note ... i watched Crank Yankers tonight and it was so damn funny ... i need to watch that more often ... i was cracking up ...


today i got some decorations for the 4th of July ... i also got three small pictures to hang up ... one is a blue background with a lighter blue vase with 2 dasies in it ... the other has a beautiful orange background with one big sunflower in it ... the last one is very simple and it says 'exhale' and i hung that above the bed ... they all came out so nice ... i put them in those clear box frames and they already came matted ...


i should go to bed right now ... but i am not really tired ... maybe i'll give it a try ... at least for a little bit ... i can always get up and come read bloggers or something :)