i feel kind of bad ... i didn't talk to anyone who called tonight ... tracy didn't see me online at 9 so she didn't call like planned ... heather called and david answered the phone ... i was outside smoking and waved my arms *no* ... so i don't know what he told her but hung up ... and kris called but neither i nor david felt like picking up the phone ... i haven't even listened to the message she left ... i just wasn't in a social mood tonight ...


one weird thing though ... david was in a bad mood when he came home this afternoon ... and i tried to cheer him up to no avail ... but once i was in a bad mood ... he took over the roll of good mood and tried cheering me up ... weird ...