Worry

i can't even believe that last post of mine ... but i know it was how i was feeling at the moment ... it is probably cause in my mind i am waiting for the inevitable ... every boy i have ever cared about at some point talks about my weight and when i am going to loose it ... but not david ... i should accept that and be happy ... but i think it is because i just worry ... i would be more devastated hearing something from him than anyone else ...