we are going for the quitting smoking again ... Thursday is the day ... same as the Great American Smoke-out ... this has got to be the last time we quit ... we need the money ... we are about to start making our invitations and I know if we are smoking while we make them ... people will smell the smoke when they open them ... and our tentative plans are to try and get pregnant a year from now ... and I wanted to be smoke free for a year before getting pregnant ... so the time seems right ... I am a bit nervous but I just gotta do it ... I am getting too old for this shit ... hummmm I wonder if I can find that quit smoking counter ...


I also need to figure out a way to buy a treadmill ... I need the exercise and it will be much easier without smoking ...


I am also going to teach myself to knit ... I figure it would be a great way to concentrate on something other than smoking ... besides the scarves in the store are never long enough for me ... :) ... I am hoping to find someone nice enough in the store tomorrow to help me figure out what I need ... :)