all we do is argue lately ... argue ... fight ... bicker ... sometimes I just want to take a right hook to his face he pisses me off so badly ... I have pent up anger just shaking inside me ... and I can't believe it is cause we quit smoking ... we never used to argue and now he seems rude and inconsiderate all the time ... he makes rude comments to me and I yell back at him ... it is no way to live ...
I can't even get a fucking patch to stick on me tonight ... I just want to go out and buy a pack of cigs ... we got along great when we were smoking ... we have given up so much "vice" kinda stuff ... drinking ... drugs ... I want my cigs back ... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ... I wish I knew a neighbor that smoked so I could just bum one ... that is all I want right now ... that and for some reason I really want to kick the shit out of David ... I think that would feel good ...
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