I may have started my day in a good mood ... but it isn't ending that way ... I am just a shitty mood right now


I wound up having cereal for dinner cause there just isn't anything in the house and that isn't what I wanted for dinner ... I had it 12 hours ago for breakfast and nothing in between ... I wanted to go out and get a coffee and David puts up a stink cause he has to study ... fuck man he has been studying all day how the fuck is 30 minutes going to ruin what he is doing ... I mean I went out and got it this morning ...


and my back hurts ... I now seem to be living with constant lower back pain ... I think it is cause my upper front is too big ... and after so many years the strain of lugging these things around all day is starting to get to me ... I wake up hurting ... it hurts throughout the day and I go to sleep hurting ... this morning I was sitting here trying to remember the last time I had a pain free day ... and I didn't know ...


if I were smart I would take 2 Excedrin PMs and go to sleep ... even though I took a nap from 5-8 tonight ...