yesterday morning David and I had a wicked fight ... actually it wasn't even a fight it was him flying off the handle yelling at me in the car on the way to the train ... I have no idea where his irrational tirade came from ... I hit snooze once yesterday ... we got up at 4:20 instead of 4 ... not really a big deal ... we actually wound up catching an earlier train ... I was early to my bus ... but he started telling me he isn't going to do this anymore ... getting up so late ... I told him he could set his own fucking alarm then ... and wake himself up ... I didn't want all the responsibility ... and then he went off on he isn't going to be woken up by me sneezing ... me sneezing ... yes it is something that happens often in the morning ... but it isn't on purpose ... I mean duhhhh ...


that pissed me off so much I was cursing up a storm and yelling ... I told him he was an asshole and to fuck off he can wake himself up from now on and if he got up on time my sneezing wouldn't wake him up ...


he dropped me off at the train station while he went to park ... but we didn't ride on the train together ... nor did we say anything when I was getting off ... no calling or IMing during the day ... and when we met at the car ... nothing ... not a word ... the whole way home ...


once we got home we were out back smoking and he said ... "sorry I got so mad this morning" ... but to be honest that wasn't what I wanted to hear ... he didn't have a reason to get mad at me ... sneezing ... hitting snooze ... those aren't reasons to be mad ... he should have apologized for yelling at me like a lunatic ...


I was just so hurt and tired I went to bed at 6:50 last night ... this morning his alarm went off and he hit snooze over and over again ... it is now 5:26 in the morning ... he should be on the train right now ... instead he just wandered out of bed ... I wasn't going to but I went in twice and told him he should get up ... but he didn't ...


now that I have vented everything I feel much better ... it was just a lousy day yesterday ... today should be better ... I have to sit in a sales meeting all day but that is alright ... :)