well the UPS woman said almost without a doubt they would not be paying on the breakage claim ... she implied the guy sold and sent us a broken computer hoping to claim the insurance money ... so david was totally pissed when i told him ...


we did hang out together last night and made an excellent dinner ... he grilled a steak and sliced it up and made corn on the cob and boiled small potatos ... it so sooooooooooooooooooooooo good ... and we ate together ... i had a lovely evening with davie ...


and this morning i was 3 pounds lighter ...

i have dreams every night now about what it will be like when i've lost my weight ... it is all i think about ... i should have been dieting the whole time i have been unemployed ... i would be close to my goal weight by now ... but at least i have now started ... i am down 17 pounds now ... fucking rocks ...