I know I have written very little lately ... not sure why ... I didn't even write about my 35th birthday ... but i'll do that later ... the thoughts i need to get off my chest now are all about work ...
as paranoid as this is going to sound ... i think our sales reps are trying to drive me out of the company ... to find a new job ... over the past month+ anything they are supposed to send to me they send to someone else ... and that person [whomever it may be] has to forward it to me ... and it is a group wide effort ... if it were just one of 5 of them I could almost understand ... but when all 28 are doing it ... on a consistant basis ... it fucking hurts ...
i am aware that none of them like me ... and i am fine with that ... i am not at work to make friends ... and i am the boss' kid but i pull more than my own in my job ... and i work hard for our reps ... i go above and beyond anyone who has been in this position ...
they are just fucking assholes ... and it makes me not want to be here anymore ... i never get a simple thank you ... from any of them ... they are bypassing me on purpose so my job isn't complete on time ... stuff gets lost because it didn't come to me and people assume they were just copied on stuff so i never get it ... it just hurts ...
if i were lazy and got away with shit and didn't do a good job ... well then fine ... that would be the price i pay ... but i am just the opposite ... i am a hard worker and have had a job since I was 14 years old ... so i am not new to working hard ... and i am also not new to people at work not liking me ... it has happened at many jobs because i don't accept anything less than what i would do myself ...
but honestly they can all kiss my ass ...
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