OK so I was totally sick today ... I called in sick this morning really early cause I hadn't felt well all night but about an hour later the other girl in my office called out [she wasn't actually sick cause when she called she had said she was on her treadmill and thinks she got overheated] but whatever ... I couldn't leave my boss there alone ... and I had a feeling there were a couple of things that had to get done today so I put on my clothes that were closest to pajamas and headed to work ...
I was right there were a couple of things that just had to get done today so I am glad I was there ... but all day my boss kept telling me that I didn't look well and I felt hot and that I should go home ... I kept telling her I wasn't working hard ... that I was mostly goofing off but that I wanted to get the important things done ...
So on the way home I just was feeling "ick" so I thought to perk myself up I would stop at A.C. Moore and check out their scrapbook stuff ... well holy shit I would up spending about $80 on the stuff ... crazy ... that did include 2 books ... one I hope to use for wedding pictures and one for honeymoon pictures ... but my lord that is a crazy amount of money to spend on scrapbook shit ... although everything I got was pretty damn great ... and I need a project ... so in the end I do believe it is all worth it ...
See we need to quit smoking ... [I know that is a regular thing that I write but this time I have to] ... we want to start trying to make a baby in November ... and I know that I should quit for at minimum 3 month before getting pregnant ... today was supposed to be the day but I just wasn't up for it ... I'm going to give it a week ... David on the other hand ... I don't know if he can quit ... he spends so much time in the car going from job to job ... on the stupid beltway in hella traffic ... if I were in his shoes I don't know if I could quit either ... the hardest times for me are when I am in the car and right after I eat ... so I am going to tell him that I don't expect him to quit smoking ... especially if he isn't mentally ready but there will be some ground rules ... [I am going to sound like our bitchy frenchy upstairs neighbors but ... if once I am preggers and the smell makes me totally sick he will have to go downstairs to smoke ... or just stay out on the balcony all night ... and that if the smell makes me sick he will have to sleep on the couch ... I am sure he will agree to these ... cause basically the only other choice is for me to throw up on him ... hahahahaaa and I know he would hate that one ...
well I am going to go check out all the goodies I purchased this evening ... my god I am a bit sick to my stomach right now at how much I spent ... I guess that is good motivation to quit ... I can put the money towards the massive amounts of scrapbooking shit there is out there ... not that wanting a baby isn't a good enough reason ... :)
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