I wanted to write in my journal yesterday

 

May 12, 1999

I wanted to write in my journal yesterday but just never seemed to get around to it ... I donated blood yesterday ... and it wasn't too bad at all ... I felt a little naucious later in the day but that is probably cause I hadn't eaten all day ... but I did get a groovy button that says "Is my first time" ... I am thinking I will have to start wearing that out on dates ... hahahaaa ... sad how easily I crack myself up ... During the day I talked to my friends Joey and Clint about my internet cafe idea and they had even more great input ... and one being a great hospitality guy and the other a fantastic computer guy ... I just need to find someone with money and we are all set ... I am going to call to make an appointment to see the building today ... I got a letter from my stats company today and they said a server has been down and that is why my hits were so reduced ... I was so glad to hear that cause I just thought everyone had gotten tired of my site ... my post office box is still empty ... not even anything from my dad yet ... the guy at the post office tells me to calm down ... I haven't even had it a week yet ... but it is still a bummer to drive over there and open an empty box ... my friend Dale thinks I should do some promotion for big donations ... hahahaa ... he was cracking me up ... like for a certain amount we go to coffee or dinner ... I told him I think people just like watching the site ... I doubt they wanna hang out too ... Not having two phone lines is starting to make me insane ... I am about to give up on the cable modem idea and look into something else ... even if it is just a second phone line ... but I want the speed for the computer too ... they just can't give me any sort of date ... which could be forever from now!! I spent the evening looking for jobs again ... but didn't find too many that interested me ... I also had a fabulous conversation with a friend about how important it is to give back to the world ... what is the purpose of our life otherwise ... he has an amazing soul and I enjoy our conversations immensely!! They are such a fantastic way to end my days ... and besides it is fun watching someone else's cam as we talk ... the internet just rocks!! I truly can't imagine my life without it ... I still have yet to do anything about my laundry ... and it is more wrinkled than ever ... and I spent my quarters yesterday at Starbucks ... so tonight I resolve to do something about it ... cause it is actually starting to bug me now ... I was thinking of having a bunch of friends over for a spaghetti dinner this weekend ... I haven't had friends over in so long ... and I figure I make tons of spaghetti and everyone can bring the rest ... course then I would need to clean my house again ... I have been neglecting it a bit ... but I think it would be worth it ... I will start calling and see if everyone is free ... It is Wednesday and would be my favorite night of TV ... but I think "its like ... you know" isn't on tonight ... but there is still South Park ... hahahahaaa I just hope it isn't a repeat again ... Well I should be getting ready for work now ... ack!! I wish I didn't have to go in today ... but then I think that everyday!!