I am staying up way way way too late tonight ... not working on anything ... watching a movie I have seen 30 times before ... mostly cause once I go to sleep then that means it will soon be tomorrow and I will have to go back to work ...
I so loved being a stay-at-home mom last week ... it was just freaking fantastic ... I want to do it every single day ... and knowing that it will never happen makes me sad ... even if I could do it till Kindergarten started would be great ...
It is going to be hard all over again going back to work ... like after my maternity leave ... but I think a bit harder because we communicate so much now ... and when I told her tonight that tomorrow I was going back to work she curled her lip and said, "oh mommmmmy" in such a sad voice ... put a lump in my throat ...
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