Tonight D and I will smoke our last cigs ... we are starting at day one tomorrow of being non smokers ... we have to do it ... for our daughter ... our health ... so I can get pregnant ... and the freaking money we are spending ... it is crazy amounts and we don't have crazy amounts to spend ...
When I was pregnant last time D still smoked and it was so hard on me ... cause he just smelled so bad ... then after the first trimester I wanted to smoke too and I couldn't ... and I started smoking again soon after we got home from the hospital ... even in my hospital bed I kept wondering if I could go down and have a cig ... so it just has to be done ... both of us ... together ...
I know we can do it ... we are strong people ... and want to set a good example for our child ... I don't want her to smoke ... it is such a hard habit to break ...
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