Well I redid my online resume and it came out so great

 December 9, 1999

Well I redid my online resume and it came out so great ... I have learned so much since the last time I did my resume ... I am just so proud of it ... and so happy about it ... now I am ready to start applying for jobs ... wooohooo

Kris is really sad that I want to go to London ... and thinking about leaving her makes me really sad too ... but we both know I have to do whatever is best for me ... and ya know my mom and I were talking about it ... what if ... just by chance ... I stayed cause I wanted to be close to her ... and she was offered a great job in another state ... she would have to go ... she wouldn't stay cause I was here ... and that would really bum me out ... I know she has a house here and stuff ... but for a good job ... you sell and move on ... and I would hate to regret not trying this ... 

besides everyone else is so psyched about the idea ... my mom and I can't stop talking about it ... even my dad and I talked about it tonight ... and my friend Hazen is totally excited ... he has never been to Europe ... and is doing well at his business now and will totally plan an extended trip while I am there ... he and I would be pretty great travel partners ... and I just love him so dearly ... he is such a good friend ... and even if he is far away ... is always there for support ... and ya know when I was living in North Carolina he drove out from Kentucky to visit ... and soon after I moved out here he flew out for a visit ... tonight we were talking about London and both of us go sooooo excited ... 

this afternoon I talked to an old friend of mine ... Joe who I met the second time I lived in NC ... he is such a sweetheart ... calls me every year on New Years Eve ... except last year ... I was a bit transient and we lost touch ... but it was so great to hear his voice ... I love talking to him ... and just says the nicest things to me ... and uses the sweetest pet names ... just makes me smile talking to him ... and now with email and the fact that we found each other again ... I am hoping we talk more ... he is in VA ... and I am hoping I get to see him on a trip to my parents soon ... 

I also got an email from my friend Jordan ... who I knew when I lived in Kansas ... he is married now and expecting his first child in April ... man I love the holidays ... everyone gets in touch with those they have lost touch with ... he and I probably haven't talked in 4 or 5 years ... and I am working harder at keeping up my correspondence ... I get bad at it at times and I don't want that to happen anymore ... 

I woke up this morning and found Kramer sleeping on my computer monitor ... he usually sleeps with me but now I am understanding why the cam is always knocked down ... it is warm up there ... and my apartment is freezing all the time ... and he was really knocked out ... didn't even hear me come in ... I scared the shit out of him ... and last night it was so funny ... he was messing around in a plastic bag and got stuck in it ... it was so damn funny I couldn't contain myself ... and the more he moved around the more the bag made noise the more it freaked him out ... and he wouldn't let me help him take it off ... I was dying ... eventually he got the bag off and had to recoup in the closet for a while but man I wish I had had a video camera ... that could have won me some money on funniest videos ... 

we were supposed to go out tonight for Chevy's birthday but I couldn't afford it and Kris and Chevy weren't too much in the mood to go out on a weeknight ... so we all blew it off ... I feel bad but maybe we will go out tomorrow ... definitely a sober night for me with no money but I just wanna hang out with them ... 

well I am going to get my car tomorrow morning ... so I should head off to bed ... I stayed up way too late last night ... and kera had a big date tonight and I know I will get a call as soon as she is up cause I wanna hear all about it ... 

and I need rest cause tomorrow is the big computer change over ... wooohoo ... about time huh?? ... I can hardly wait ... {smile}