A part of me really doesn't want to write

 

December 20, 1999

A part of me really doesn't want to write about my meeting at the airport today until I talk to Eric ... but then a bigger part of me wants to get all my feelings down before I talk to him ... I had such a wonderful time meeting him ... really wonderful ...  I was nervous all day till I saw him get off the plane ... I have met so many people and don't really get nervous before hand anymore but today I did ... but a smile exploded across my face when I saw him walking off the plane ...   we spent his two hour layover talking ... touching ... laughing ... kissing ... and smiling ... it went by so fast ... it makes it hard now that we don't live close ... yet ... but it makes the prospect of moving to Maryland more exciting ...  I told him how in the past I have been blown off by people who I thought enjoyed meeting me and were interested ... he said he was surprised and would never blow me off ... I really really hope he is as interested in me as I am in him ... but if he isn't I hope he can tell me so ... and not just blow me off ... although he doesn't strike me as the kind of person that would be rude to someone ... he is honest and up front in everything we have talked about so far ... I wouldn't expect anything different now ...  while he was messing around with my digital camera ... giving me a little present ... I slipped a copy of the cd I made into his bag ... {smile} ... I took it along in case I liked our meeting ... I wanted to leave him with a little something ... so hopefully he has a cd player with him on his trip ...  anyway around 3 he had to get on his plane ... and I decided to go to Delta and pick up my ticket for my trip at Christmas and when I talked to the guy he said my ticket had been canceled ... and they couldn't get me on another flight ... so I called my mom to see what was going on she was on the phone with the airlines forever ... and I just had to wander around the airport ... oh and looking at my groovy pics on my digital camera ... finally an hour and a half later everything was straightened out ... kinda nice having a dad who had flown over a million miles on Delta ... they took care of everything and got me my original flight back ... and still in first class ... which the guy at the counter had told me I wouldn't be able to get back in first class ... so that all rocked ... then unfortunately it was 5 and the traffic was horrible ... took me about 40 minutes to get home ... but boy was I glad when I finally got home ...  I also got all my Christmas presents mailed today ... so I hope they get there in time ... cause people are just now getting my cards and I mailed them on the 15th ... quite a bit of time ... but I know it is the busiest time of the year for mailing stuff ...  I think I am going to read my cards now and see what they say ... man I am feeling like a dork ... but in a good way ... makes me giddy ... hahahahaa which in the end is a good thing ... and tomorrow American Pie comes out on video ... woohoo ... I just love that movie ...