The Perfect Gift

For almost 9 years now I have tried so hard to get my husband the perfect gift ...

I think the pressure started our first Christmas together ... we had only know each other a very short time and he got me the best gift I had ever gotten ... it will sound silly ... but it was an awesome bubble lamp ... tall lamp for the corner filled with water ... light changes colors and bubble swirled through it ... I cried ... not while he was still there but after he left ... I couldn't believe that in just 2 weeks he got me something that I loved so much ...

never have I gotten him something he loved ...

in fact I've wound up selling lots of the stuff I got him on eBay ... or it sits in the closet ...

Well his birthday is coming up in like a week and a half and he has given me no indication as to what he wants ... so again I am struggling to find the perfect gift ... that I can also afford ...

otherwise I would buy him a Cobra and never buy anything else ever again ...