Today is my dad's birthday ...

 November 22, 1999

Today is my dad's birthday ... 

I woke up this morning to the sound of dean messaging me over and over and over again ... it pissed me off so I grabbed the phone to call him and ask why he didn't just call me ... only to hear nothing ... so I went in the other room and picked up the phone to find nothing ... I got on the computer and asked dean if he had called me and he said ... "yes but it is disconnected" ... I was pissed ... not what I needed

so he came and picked me up for coffee ... and we met Kelly ... Jason G.'s girlfriend ... had a great time ... then dean took me to cash my paycheck {finally} ... and we went to Sprint to pay my phone bill ... after that we went to The Bagel Cafe to meet Kara and Greg ... which was totally fun ... I adore both of them ... even if I know Kara better than Greg and I don't even know her that well ... well it turns out they had read my journal and saw how badly I wanted to go to Limp Bizkit and Greg has extra tickets and said I could buy some from him ... YEA YEA YEA YEA ... so that means I get to go tomorrow night ... I almost peed in my pants ... I was supposed to talk to him tonight but didn't get the chance ... so I hope everything works out ... 

well after lunch dean dropped me off ... and I worked for a while ... not too much today ... wooohooo ... when Kris got off work she picked me up and we went shopping for a bit ... I got some great new pj pants ... 2 pairs ... and two new shirts ... a new hat and a groovy night light ... total score ... well Kris had gotten a message from Jessica that she was all bummed out and at Boomerangs ... so we headed there ... 

and wound up having a blast ... got a little buzzed ... won a cool broncos baseball cap ... and had fun with my friends ... and we came up with an amazing idea ... ya know I don't wanna do anything for New Years ... but they want me there ... so we decided if I was going to be there we should bring my computer over to Jessica's house that day ... WITH THE CAM ... and broadcast the New Year's Eve party ... I think I will even try and up the cam speed that night ... which I think is just going to be so cool ... and we will have all these candid pictures from the evening ... I am so excited ... I just gotta find internet access by then ... god it is going to rock ... so now Kris and Jessica are happy cause I will be there ... and I am happy cause the cam is going to capture it all ... it is really going to be great ... so now I guess I am going out on new years ... 

so while at Boomerangs I met this guy Que ... he was cool ... we talked a bit and I gave him my web address and phone number ... well when I walked in the door my phone was ringing ... it was him and asked if I wanted to hang out and mess around ... of course I said yes ... so he came over ... and as he was checking out my site we started making out ... I was all excited cause I have been aching to have sex and he was pretty cute ... took us only moments to go to the bedroom ... and I'll say he fit in me perfectly ... but I wasn't kidding when I said guys say they wanna have sex all night ... and 20 minutes later it is all over ... I had a great time but I liked having sex with him and would have loved a lot more ... one bummer ... when we first started having sex he said ... "I love full figured women" god I fucking hate that ... I went shopping tonight ... everything I tried on fit great and I bought shirts that were a large ... that isn't full figured ... I wasn't in the plus size ... but oh well I put it out of my head cause I was having fun ... he lives in Cali ... and travels out here a bunch ... so who knows ... could be the perfect bed buddy ... or could have been a great one night stand ... 

there is one thing I kinda need to go off on ... I love giving head ... and do it more than willingly ... it is great fun for me ... but why don't guys return the act ... I've wondered if I am gross but I look at beaver shots all day for work ... and in comparison mine is awesome ... all shaved ... {god ok I am now thinking of deans friends reading this and am dying but it is on my mind} ... and it is truly beautiful ... so I don't get it ... man that is the best way for me to cum ... and I can't tell you how infrequently it happens ... it is just a pisser ... I am sick of hearing guys complain that girls doing give head ... and then the same guys don't do it ... big whatever on that one ... {all I can picture is Kara reading this and dying ... hahahahahaa I have to forget that people read this journal ... as hard as that may be for me to do} ... hahahahaaa oh I am cracking myself up now ... on that note I should get some sleep cause I gotta clean my house ... do tons of work ... pack and go to Limp Bizkit tomorrow ... ahhhhh I love the roller coaster of my life!!