Lucky Number 7 Literally

david and i were up a little too early this morning ... especially since he is working all day ... i know when he left he was tired ...


but we got up and did our grocery shopping ... thank goodness ... we just had nothing left in the house ... so now i have stuff for breakfast and lunch at work all week ...


i miss david ... he left for work at 12:30 and probably won't be home till after 2 AM ... and i think he wants to take this job ... it is just a test this weekend but he hates not working soooo much that he is really thinking of taking it which means we would be back to not having any of the same days off ... i would have saturday and sunday he would have monday and tuesday's off ...


except when we worked at the same place his saturday and sunday was only till 8 PM so we still got to see each other or do stuff ... but this is till 1:30 in the morning ... it would kinda suck ... that is for sure ...


there is one other thing i am kinda worried about ... not really but a little ... David has told me he is a cheater ... which is good that he knows that ... but he told me he seems to cheat around either month or year 7 ... cracked us both up when he said that ... so i said "if you make it through month 7 i won't have to worry again for 6 years" ... he said yup ... well we just started month 7 and he is working in a restaurant ... i have worked in many many restaurants ... and dated several cooks ... kinda who you dig talking to when you are a waitress ... and all of his cheating/messing around stories ... are with either one of the waitresses ... or hanging out after work before coming home ...


i am not overly worried ... cause things feel good ... we only seem to fight right before going on a trip ... and we have already gone through some major things very early on in this relationship and come through on the other side ... he is also a very different person than he was 'back in the day' as he puts it ... he has changed many significant things ... but i would just hate for this to happen ... i have been cheated on before ... and i just can't stand for it ... there is no reason for it ... i have never ever ever ever cheated on someone ... so i know it is possible to avoid ... i just hope he knows that ... we have a really great thing here ...


ok now that i have gotten that out i feel better ... :) ... i think i just needed to vent my worries to get past them ...