Mailing Rent

i think it is time for bed ... i feel as if i am going down hill fast ...

and to add to the pressure i am already feeling ... my landlord just called to tell me he wants the rent on the first from now on ... ya know it isn't that i don't have the money ... it is that i feel like i am running around in so many different directions i space mailing it ... and he won't let me drop it off at his house which is 3 blocks away ... ya know if i could drop it at his house on the way to work on the first then woohoo ... that works with my life so much better ... but this mailing shit never works ... i know that makes no sense ... most would find it easier to mail something than drop it off but come on ...

to mail my rent -
write out check
find an envelope
get out visor
look up landlord's address
address envelope
find stamp - 7 out of 10 times having to go buy more cause who knows what happened to the last batch
i don't actually have a mailbox so there is no where to leave it here so i either have to drive to the post office which is a whole world of inconvienence in itself or i have to mail it from work ... now the steps before are usually done before the first of the month ... remembering to actually mail it is a whole other thing ... stuff to do/problems abounding fly at me as i walk into work ... usually starts at home ... in my pjs before i leave and i start working them out and figuring out what i have to do while on my way to work ... so by the time i get there i never remember that beautifully sealed envelope in my purse ... most times i see it like 2 days later after the mail has been picked up ... and it winds up being a friday ... so i think ... hummmmm i don't want to leave the check in the office over the weekend i'll take it to the post office on saturday ...

... and like today it winds up being money morning the 7th of May when I wrote the check on the 28th of April ...

to drop it off at his house:
write the check on Saturday the 28th
leave for coffee at Starbucks
drop off check
get my mocha frappachino
come home ... sip coffee ... smoke cigs ... cuddle with david

geeezzzzz my way everyone wins

why won't he let me drop the check off at his house???