i just feel ick ... not sure why but i do ...


david and i went to the diner tonight for dinner ... got coffee ... and came home ... he has been itching to play cards and i don't even feel like doing that ...


and i have stuff to work on on the computer ... and i don't even feel like doing that ...


i think i wish i could just lay in bed ... wrapped up in his arms ...


but at the same time i don't feel like doing that ...


who knows what is up with me ... but whatever it is ... it feels weird ...