Well I guess the big news is

 

September 12, 1999

Well I guess the big news is ... my cams are up and running again ... this afternoon I got pretty much everything worked out ... on my IE I still can't pull it up cause I switched to a new ISP ... and the page is still cached in the old one ... but they told me it would take only about a day for it to clear out and be working again ... but I can see the page through my AOL browser ... the bummer is ... there isn't a tracking service out there that will allow live web cams except for sex tracker services ... and they don't let you pay for the service ... you have to put up banners ... so I decided to use Sex Tracker ... and now I have to have these soft core porn banners on my site ... which I guess is better than the others there was to chose from ... but still ... I hate having banners on my site ... I wish I could find a service that would allow me to pay for it ... cause Dean said he would pay for it ... he thinks banners ruin the look of my site too ... and I have to have the tracker up ... cause Dean will buy any one of us a car that has a site that gets a million hits a day ... that is a lot ... but in time it could happen ... and since mine car is falling apart ... I would love to win that ... damn what a great job I have ... there are all sorts of other incentives for us to produce killer web sites ... one is a day at the spa and boy could I use that ... I really just worked worked worked today ... we were supposed to go to the Voodoo lounge at The Rio tonight ... but wound up not going ... which is a good thing cause I still have NO money what so ever ... I had to ask my mom to borrow some to tide me over till my next paycheck ... which I hated doing ... I have been doing a great job of supporting myself since I got here ... but I had to break down ... I didn't wanna borrow money from Kris ... or Eric ... who always seems to be the one to come to my rescue ... man I just wanna grow up ... well financially ... no other way ... hahahahaaa ... besides the money factor I love still being a kid ... man tonight I went to the store to get smokes ... and mocha frappachinos ... and I was using change ... which I hate to do ... but that is all I had ... and the woman wouldn't take it ... bitch ... I couldn't believe it ... I said ... it is still real money ... how can you not take it ... and she said ... we don't take unrolled change ... it was quarters and I was going to give her 3 bills and some quarters ... I was so mad ... Kris offered me bills ... but I don't wanna borrow anything unless absolutely necessary ... man I have been sitting here thinking there was something I wanted to write about but I have no idea what so ever ... I have already said many times I was excited to have Hazen come out and visit ... which I am ... but I know there was something else that I was thinking ... ohhh tonight I need to write about that ... I think i will go have a smoke ... and try and remember ... well that worked ... as soon as i lit my cig i knew what i wanted to write about ... today kris and i talked to sean ... our old roommate who is still living in kansas ... man i miss him so much ... we are trying to get him to move out here ... but that may be hard ... at least we got him to commit to coming out for a visit ... maybe then we can convince him ... he said he would plan on coming out at the end of september ... which would be soooo cool ... i sure hope he does ... i miss him so much ... when i was in lawrence last summer he and i hung out like 8 of the 10 days i was there ... and it was just like old times ... it was a blast ... and today ... it was so great to hear his voice ...