well I had a pack of really weird dreams last night

 

June 6, 1999

well I had a pack of really weird dreams last night ... none good ... some scary ... and some just upsetting ... in one someone who was my "friend" cut my hair short ... can't really tell ya how she did this without me knowing ... the dream started out with me crying about having short hair ... and whomever this friend was kept telling me how ungrateful I was ... for she had spent the time to give me a more grown-up style ... but it was awful ... just awful ... and it wouldn't do anything and I kept saying ... it took me 6 years to grow my hair this long ... I didn't want short hair ... and she was the one that was mad at me ... my dream dictionary does say ... "to dream you cut your hair close to the scalp, denotes that you will be generous to lavishness towards a friend" which in my dream the back of my hair was totally buzzed ... it was the front that was freaky and ugly ... and had little tweaks that stuck out and there was nothing I could do about it ... I also had this dream that was totally disturbing ... I was on the phone with Heather I believe ... and there was an interruption on the phone line of some warning about a crazy killer ... and she and I were cut off ... and I hadn't heard the whole warning ... cause it wasn't coming in clear (must have been on my cell phone ... hahahahaaa) ... and I tried calling the operator ... and she was telling me it wasn't safe to be on the phone ... but couldn't tell me what the warning was ... and I didn't have access to TV ... and I ran around and closed all the windows ... and closed the blinds and the curtains ... and I remember trying to go to sleep and I couldn't ... and I didn't even know why I was so scared ... cause the killer my not have even been in Cali ... it was just weird ... and I had totally restless sleep after that ... wow I just started looking up what this dream means in my book ... and it says ... "to dream of curtains, foretells that unwelcome visitors will cause you worry and unhappiness" weird since I was dreaming there was a crazy killer out there ... so now I just looked up telephone ... and it says a bunch of stuff ... "to dream of a telephone, foretells you will meet strangers who will harass and bewilder you in your affairs.  For a woman to dream of talking over one, denotes she will have much jealous rivalry, but will overcome all evil influences.  If she cannot hear well in conversing over one, she is threatened with evil gossip, and the loss of a lover." ... well it is a good thing I don't have a lover to loose ... hahahahaaa ... but weird stuff ... I was thinking the other day ... I am going to miss KROQ ... the radio station I have been listening to since I was like 12 years old ... 17 years with one radio station sure is a long time ... I wish they had an internet connection ... so I could still listen in Vegas ... this past summer when I was in North Carolina I could listen to a friend of mine in New York over an internet radio station and it was so cool ... but seeing as KROQ just got a web site like a month ago ... I doubt they are hooking up some internet station any time soon ... ohhh the web site is at www.kroq.com ... it is a pretty cool site ... but then again it should be cause it took them long enough to have one up ... ohhhh I am so tired ... I went to sleep at 3am ... and was awoken by the phone at 8 this morning ... I didn't answer it but it woke me up ... and I have a terrible problem ... once I am woken up in the morning ... I can't go back to sleep ... so I have already been to the store ... out to breakfast ... and a Starbucks trip and it is only 9:20 ... well I should probably read the Sunday Los Angeles Times so I can use it to wrap stuff up for packing ... hopefully my day will be interesting enough to write more later ... hahahahahaaa doubtful but then anything can happen ...