Monday, June 4, 2001

Soul

i am loosing my soul
i am loosing my soul

Pack Up

i feel like a zombie ... moving around mindlessly


ya know what i can't leave here ... not if i want to buy a house ... i have been at this job for over a year now that is the reason my parents feel they can trust me in putting a down payment on a house ... and at the same time i would love the power to pack up everything on my desk ... delete all my personal email from my machine and just walk out without saying a work ...


but i could never do that
i feel like a zombie ... moving around mindlessly


ya know what i can't leave here ... not if i want to buy a house ... i have been at this job for over a year now that is the reason my parents feel they can trust me in putting a down payment on a house ... and at the same time i would love the power to pack up everything on my desk ... delete all my personal email from my machine and just walk out without saying a work ...


but i could never do that

Yuck

i am so nautious right now ... every time i hear i have a new email i feel as if i am going to throw up ... the amount of stress heaped on me right now is too much for me to handle ... and yet there is no way around it ... everyone has become increasingly unhelpful ... it is Tracy and I alone to deal with more shit than we ever signed on to deal with
i am so nautious right now ... every time i hear i have a new email i feel as if i am going to throw up ... the amount of stress heaped on me right now is too much for me to handle ... and yet there is no way around it ... everyone has become increasingly unhelpful ... it is Tracy and I alone to deal with more shit than we ever signed on to deal with

Late For Work

in essence i am choosing to be late for work by writing this ...

i still have to pack my lunch and get dressed ... but i logged on to my work computer and i already have 47 emails ... half of them are so upset ... my body is aching thinking about going to work ... ick ick ick ...


well i guess i better get ready to go ... too bad i can't just wear my jammies ... at least i would then be comfortable ...