Cig

i am happy david and i have given up smoking ... but today it is totally bugging me ... i want a cig so fucking badly right now ...

i am happy david and i have given up smoking ... but today it is totally bugging me ... i want a cig so fucking badly right now ...

New Design

well i updated the site and i don't think i like it ... it isn't what i had in mind at all ... and it just feels like too much work to do it again ... so i guess i will leave it for a bit and see how i like it in a couple of days ...

well i updated the site and i don't think i like it ... it isn't what i had in mind at all ... and it just feels like too much work to do it again ... so i guess i will leave it for a bit and see how i like it in a couple of days ...

New Year

i know i have to update the site to reflect 2002 ... but i am actually tired at 10 PM so i am going to work on it tomorrow ...


i just wanted to write that 2002 is already better than 2001 ... david and i went the whole day without smoking ... and he found my lost keys in a pocket of one of his jackets which made me SOOOOO happy ... i have never [knock on wood] lost my keys before ... i've had my alice in wonderland key chain that i got in england for over 12 years ... so i was just giddy to see him pull them out of his pocket tonight ...


we used one of our christmas gift certificates and got take out from The Outback tonight which was so delicious ... and i have left overs for tomorrow ...


well since i only got 4 hours of sleep yesterday ... going to bed at 7AM and waking up sneezing like a crazy person at 11AM just isn't enough sleep ... besides i am missing smoking so much right now that it would be good to go to bed ... besides david has been asleep for hours and has an interview tomorrow ...

i know i have to update the site to reflect 2002 ... but i am actually tired at 10 PM so i am going to work on it tomorrow ...


i just wanted to write that 2002 is already better than 2001 ... david and i went the whole day without smoking ... and he found my lost keys in a pocket of one of his jackets which made me SOOOOO happy ... i have never [knock on wood] lost my keys before ... i've had my alice in wonderland key chain that i got in england for over 12 years ... so i was just giddy to see him pull them out of his pocket tonight ...


we used one of our christmas gift certificates and got take out from The Outback tonight which was so delicious ... and i have left overs for tomorrow ...


well since i only got 4 hours of sleep yesterday ... going to bed at 7AM and waking up sneezing like a crazy person at 11AM just isn't enough sleep ... besides i am missing smoking so much right now that it would be good to go to bed ... besides david has been asleep for hours and has an interview tomorrow ...

NYE

It is the last day of 2001 and i must say ... i am soooooooooooooooo happy this year is over!!!!!

I am quite happy i met david in 2000 cause this year sucked ... at least it means that next year has to get better ...

i mean david lost his job in april ... and i lost mine in september ... we live in the dinkiest basement apartment and hardly see the light of day ... david has applied to 100's of jobs the market is just so bleak ... i have applied to about 100


we had the horrendous World Trade Center disaster along with all 4 planes and The Pentagon ... i cried so much that first week ... david and i were virtually sleepless watching the TV


i just really really hope 2002 brings david and i some good things ... i would say we have been really resilliant this last year with everything that has tried to knock us down and tear us apart ... i really am so happy I have him in my life ...


well i think for the new year and a new outlook on life i am going to redesign this site ... see what inspiration i come up with ... :)


Happy New Year!!