So one year ago today I went in for surgery for my gall bladder ... had that sucker removed and of course started my period that day ... that was my last period before getting pregnant ... and at this point in my life was my last period ... which is a bit weird ...
With Skye it was 6 weeks to the day after giving birth that I started again ... now we are over 3 months since having a baby ... and I don't breastfeed so that isn't it ... and still no period ...
The thing that scares me ... no I don't think I am pregnant again ... I think with my age ... I am starting menopause ... is that freaking scary or what ... I think my mom started sometime around this time ... she has her hysterectomy when she was 42 I believe ... that is only about 2.5 years from now for me ...
So the debate in my head to have a 3rd child might be silenced by mother nature ... that bitch ... I think it is very different if you decide not to have another child than having the decision made for you ... I guess we'll see ... I just feel young at 39 ... but the idea of all this ages me quickly ..
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