OK since i can't go to bed yet i need to write a little more ...

it just hit me ... David deceided to take the job at the restaurant and this schedule is even WORSE than when we both worked at the same place ...


one of his biggest things when we worked together is that his schedule sucked so much ... we worked different days ... but there he had Thur. and Fri off and got off work at 8 on Saturday and Sunday ... so we could go out to dinner and hangout on Friday night when i got off work at 6 ... and we always went and got coffee on Sat and Sun. after work ...


now he has monday and tuesday off and works wednesday till sunday till 1 in the morning ... well sunday he gets home around 1 ... the rest of the days he doesn't get home till around 2 ... which means even if we want to do something we won't be able to ... but the worst thing ... there is no time to hang out anymore ... and i really miss him when he is gone ... i love spending time with him ...


and i will be out a car ALL the time ... wed. through fri. he goes to work at 10:30 in the morning ... i have to be at work at 9:30 ... so he will be dropping me off and taking my car to work ... but now i am going to have to start taking a cab home from work ... fuck this will cost me 12 bucks a day ... that is even more than i have been saving on lunch by packing my own every day ... and then saturday and sunday all day without a car ...


it was one thing to drive him to and from work when we worked together ... it is 10 minutes away ... this is over 30 minutes and through a bad area of town ... so i really don't want to be leaving the house at 12:30 in the morning to go pick him up ...


the whole situation sucks ... i don't understand why he wants to take this job ... we are doing fine with money ... especially since this will be the first month i won't have to make an enormous student loan payment ... we will have $450 more a month ...


why is pride such a big problem ... why does it matter to him so much that he isn't working yet ... with working this much looking for a job he really wants will totally get pushed to the wayside ... he is exhausted tonight ... and he is going to be gone like 14-16 hours a day ... that leaves little time to look for a job ... i am sure monday and tuesday he will spend a large part of the day sleeping and recooping from working ...


i wish i could tell him not to take this job ... to just keep looking for a computer job ... but i can't ... it isn't my place ...