We had a great night tonight for Kris' birthday

 

August 11, 1999

We had a great night tonight for Kris' birthday ... we went to Ceasars Palace and ate at Wolfgang Puck's restaurant ... Chinoix ... I think that is the name ... anyway it was totally fun ... Kris, Chevy, Lori, Jessica and I went ... and everything was fantastic ... I have been working sooooo much lately ... my body is permanently growing into the computer chair position ... but I am loving it all ... so it is all good ... I just can't seem to get work off my mind no matter what I am doing ... thinking about pages I am working on ... thinking of things I have to take care of ... I guess that is a great sign that I am loving my work ... Dean bought me the camera for the office yesterday ... and today I got everything hooked up and working ... it is really bitchen ... I am loving it and can't wait till InterNIC redirects my domain name so I can upload the page to the new server and start running the cam again ... especially with the new concept of having it at work and at home ... its going to be cool ... I have been so broke lately ... I can't wait to get my first real paycheck from my new job ... cause I have been scraping change for everything ... I was worried about tonight's dinner cause I have been so broke ... but I went by the pizza place today to apologize to Mario for quitting so abruptly ... and they did owe me money so I was able to go out tonight ... thank goodness ... even though Jessica wound up picking up the check for everyone ... I was able to leave the tip ... schwoooo ... cause I know Kris would have been bummed out if I couldn't go ... and I didn't want her to front me the money ... I really hate borrowing money from people ... just makes me uncomfortable ... Eric and I have been talking a lot lately ... he has been seeing Erin a bunch and sounds so happy ... it makes me happy ... and he has been giving me sooooo much help on my sites ... I have been doing stuff that I am just not sure of ... and he is always there to help ... I don't know what I would do without his friendship ... I would be so lost ... if it weren't for him I would have never gotten as good on the computer as I am now ... I hope they come out and visit soon after I move into my own place ... it would be fun ... speaking of visiting ... Hazen will be here a week from today and I can hardly wait ... I am so excited to see him ... we are going to have a blast ... and tonight I told him I would do all the touristy things with him cause half of them I haven't even done ... tonight was my first time in the forum shops at Ceasars ... my mom loves them and has been telling me to go forever ... so I am glad I finally did ... the ceiling is painted like the sky ... with clouds ... and the lighting changes from day to dusk to night and back to day again ... it rocks ... I would love to paint the ceiling in my house like the sky ... ahhhh it would be so beautiful ... maybe one day when I own my own place I will go for it ... {smile} ... well I gotta put tonight's gallery up ... and head to bed early ... I wanna get up early tomorrow and get a fresh start on the page I have been working on ... I don't even wanna look at it anymore today ... maybe I will dream about what I need to do and figure it all out ... it has been happening lately ... probably cause it is the only time I can truly relax ... ohhhh I almost forgot ... I told Dean about the thing I had for Jason Bateman ... and he knows everyone ... I mean EVERYONE ... and I heard him talking to this woman and said ... hey next big thing coming up we gotta get Jason Bateman there cause Liz would love to meet him ... and she said ... no problem ... that night I had a dream I met him and screamed like a 14 year old ... I woke up giggling ... I have met many stars and never screamed ... but I just adore him ... if I do meet him I hope I can keep my cool ... it would be hard ... thinking about it now I am cracking up ... but I should be able to ... I can always scream afterwards ... hahahaaaa ... ohhhh too funny ... but at the same time I hope it happens ... ok ... off for some sweet dreams ...